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Reflections on Art, Loss, and
Love
While a senior at Forest Park High in Baltimore, I
received an ecstatic phone call from someone I was dating: “ I have been
accepted at Jefferson Medical School,” he bellowed, gulping for air as he
spoke. “The heart lung machine was developed there. Jeff is known for training
doctors to be healers. It’s alum are so dedicated that in the 1870’s they
bought Thomas Eakin’s masterpiece, The Gross Clinic. I saw it on the wall. I
even touched it.”
It would take years, including
one failed marriage (not to the future physician quoted
above). But, in time I would learn about the priorities and
commitments described in this call. Early in our courtship
my husband, who spent his entire medical career at
Jefferson, introduced me to The Gross Clinic. An
extraordinary depiction of surgical drama and clinical
teaching, the painting highlights the stature famed
Jefferson surgeon, Samuel D. Gross.
No longer touchable
(thankfully) it was in its own Gallery in Alumni Hall, under
24 hour watch and care. The gallery was brimming with art
students, visitors, and members of the Jefferson community.
My future husband explained that when doctors, nurses, and
staff felt concerned about their patients and overwhelmed by
their responsibilities they would be renewed by visiting
this special gallery: “The Gross Clinic is the touchstone
to the soul of our university.
Twenty seven years after this
first visit, on November 10, 2006 Thomas Jefferson
University announced that it was selling the Eakins
masterpiece for a vast amount of money that some art
historians said was a steal. Jefferson alumni, faculty, and
students were not consulted about this decision.
Shock and disbelief hit and
grew on campus. One of my husband’s students in a
Professionalism class asked: “What if I gave my wife a ring
that had been in my family for generations and she decided
to sell it without discussing the decision with me? What
would this say about her respect for me and the trust
between us?”
The Gross Clinic would soon be
on its way to spend its time in a gallery planned in
Bentonville Arkansas by the Walmart heir. A loophole in the
sale offered museum and community leaders forty-five days to
raise money to keep the masterpiece in Philadelphia. Some
expressed outrage that vast funds would be raised for art
when so many vulnerable families suffer daily. Amidst this
backdrop, thousands, including many members of the Jefferson
family, joined the successful effort to keep Eakin’s work in
its home city.
On January 21, 2007 the
Philadelphia Art Museum hosted a glowing party to thank the
thousands who contributed to this effort. As soon as I
entered the museum, two thoughts suddenly came to me:
A year earlier federal judge Ed
Becker, who if life were fair, would have become a Supreme
Court member, died after a valiant battle with cancer. At
Ed’s memorial service his son told an exquisite story. His
father entered the University of Pennsylvania determined to
find out the meaning of life by becoming a philosophy
major. There in a class he met a beautiful girl with red
hair, Flora Lyman. Ed changed his major, now knowing that
love and giving was the meaning of life. In contrast,
Charles Schultz, the creator of Peanuts, as a young man
loved and lost a beautiful girl with red hair. Through
Charlie Brown he longed for her for the rest of his life.
When I saw the Gross Clinic in
its new home I understood the reasons for these two flashes
of thought. The painting was exhibited beautifully, proudly,
majestically. It was wonderful that Philadelphia had united
to save a masterpiece woven into the tapestry of our
phenomenal city. Still the painting looked lost, even
homesick, in its new surroundings.
And then I understood: Keeping
The Gross Clinic in Philadelphia was an act of love, of true
giving. But with giving there also can be loss; it was I
who was homesick. Despite my joy that Philadelphia would not
loose The Gross Clinic, the Jefferson family had lost its
palpable and beloved symbol and touchstone, one cherished
and protected for 129 years. It will never come home
again.
SaraKay Smullens (www.sarakaysmullens.com)
is the author
of "Setting YourSelf Free: Breaking the Cycle of
Emotional Abuse in Family, Friendship, Love and Work."
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